I hate being sick!!!

So much for the start of the new me!!  I woke up this morning and felt TERRIBLE!!! I am pretty sure I have an ear infection and something funky is going on with my tonsils!!!  But I am SOOOO mad!!! I went to lab today and all that was good but I got home and went to tell my mom not to worry about me or my youngest because he was in daycare and i was going back to bed because i feel so YUCKY... all she could say was "Well im sick with a sore throat too and you ddnt wash my sheets" i was like are you kidding me!! So i YELLED at her and said she can stuff her sheets!!! I NEVER stay in bed because i am sick!!!!  so i have an apt with my doctor tomorrow and i called her to tell her i had to take the car and she said well did you call welfare and see where your money is!!!! I was like NO mom that wasnt exactly first thing on my mind while im trying to sleep off this cold so i dont as single mom have to take off of work or be out of commission long!!!! then she says "well i guess money isnt very important to you!!!!!!!OMG I NEED TO GET out of here!!! I CANT Stand her right now!!! And she is still whining about her being sick!!! SHIT she is always fing sick!!!!! GAH!!! Ok well my fever feels like it might be coming back so Im gonna get off here!!! Sorry for the rant!! I will try to type something positive later if i feel well enough!!