Today wasnt such a horrible day!!! My mom and i are actually planning a 3 day get away to vegas!! NO kids no sister no grandparents!!! This could be really good for us or a TERRIBLE idea!!! I guess we will have to wait and see wont we!!! We arent planning to go until april for her birthday!!! Anyway.... i told my granddad i was going to go for my bachlors degree instead of my associates and all he could say was "so that means an extra semester without an actual good paying job!" GOD WTH am i supposed to do! not a good for you kid or im proud of you for going for something bigger NOPE just worried about the god damn money well screw you ya old butt head!!! I dont know whats wrong with him anymore except he is getting old and MEAN!!! Anywho besides that it was a good day!! I hate one of my professors but what ever and i got accepted to the school i want to get my bachlors at and i applyed for my associates degree graduation which will happen in the fall semester after i take statistics and sign lang... HECK YEAH!!! Both the boys had a good day today... my youngest is potty training and its going pretty well.... not quite as good as it did with my oldest but beggers can not be choosers!! LOL im really starting to look forward to vegas agian i dont know if i should be or not but who cares its something i never got to do legal because of the age i had my children!!!!! I feel better about myself today idk why either!! Maybe its because i got my heart pumping with a zumba class today! That put me in this fantastic little mood!! Im so uplifted right now its kinda scareing me!!! I thought about my dad today gosh i miss my dad its hard to believe its almost been a year and a half since he left us.... it made me start thinking about the song by carrie underwood that came out like 2 weeks after he died.... " see you again" its an amazing song!! I will put in a youtube link at the end of this post!!! i cried a little but i think it helped!! Then i wondered what he would say about what i am doing with my life.... my dadddy was an amazing man!!! I wish i wouldnt have hated his disease so much at the end and let myself stay close to him instead of distancing myself like i did!!! oh well live and let go right??? well i dont think i am going to end today with a quote i will just end today with the song!!! Thank god for being alive!!!!!
R
http://youtu.be/GC0mKxtS7mA
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