Ok thats it im soooo done!! Im done hating who I am in the mirror... Im done thinking im not good enough... but am I good enough??? Am I worth Love? Am i a good enough mother? Daughter? Friend? I dont know really and i want that to change!!! I want to be happy! I want to smile more and cry a lot less... I want to take the next step now the question is..... what is that step??? God I dont know... I do know i had one heck of a workout day today!!! It felt GREAT,,,, i havent moved that much in awhile!! I cant wait til im over this hump and i am back to where i should be weight wise!!! Its going to feel amazing just like the movie i mentioned a few posts ago... lying to be perfect.... SUCH A GOOD MOVIE!!!!!! GAAH i want my own cinderella pact and i want to feel amazing but baby steps baby steps..... well im really tired tonight so i think im going to hit the hay but im going to leave a song i can really relate to right now!!! ITs TIME FOR HAPPY!!! good night
R
http://youtu.be/ecbrTHpMHx8
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